This breakdown has been coming for a while

The breakdown of this fall, which has seen a compounding of my usual patterns of mini-breakdown, resulting finally in multiple back-to-back psychiatric and other types of hospitalizations..has been a long time coming. When I think about it (and I did tonight), this has been trying to happen for a while, and I’ve just been holding Continue reading This breakdown has been coming for a while

And yet, I like my medicine (A lack of terror)

I have this behavior that I do, that I used to do especially, where I delete my Facebook account, my twitter, and move to a new one—or change my phone number.  I’ve probably changed my number more times than LiLo.  I consider those the same behavior, and in some ways, they’re the same behavior as Continue reading And yet, I like my medicine (A lack of terror)